REVELATION
Sometimes when life gets kind of confusing and when you’re just about down for the count revelation comes to you when you least expect it. My life as I know it is pretty hectic right now and I’m still trying to figure out how to juggle all the balls in the air that seem to be my responsibility. I thought I was doing a jam up job until I looked down and realized I had dropped one- Me!
Yep the main one that keeps the Golden Boy on track, the career going down the right path, the book making it to completion, the friend, the big sister, and so much more. I've been so busy with so many different things that I haven’t had time to stop and look at what’s really going on around me. Or maybe I’ve been afraid to. Remember that revelation I mentioned earlier? Well it smacked me in the face last night as I sat home alone in a quite house. Up most of the night I looked at the things in my life and their timing and I came to realize the following…………
Fate has a funny way of stepping in and bringing people into your life if only for awhile with no guarantee they will stay. Sometimes just long enough to bring you the answers that you needed in order to move forward. You can’t cry over misguided fate more then once ............. after that its time to move on........
Its okay to drop your guard sometimes and trust even when you’re terrified of the consequences…………..It may be that life lesson or cherished memory you’ll carry with you the rest of your life………..You’ll never know until you take that step……….
Don’t be afraid to love with all you have…….if its worth fighting for then it’s worth facing it head on…………….
Life is going to keep moving forward and you have two choices one, you stop and let it go by you or two; you grab it with both hands and live it for all it’s worth good and bad.
Lots of things going on with that little ball that was accidentally dropped during my juggling act huh? This morning I woke up with peace of mind, something I haven’t had in a long time…I know at the end of the day I have done everything and given it one hundred percent of my time and effort but in this lifetime there will be times when an extra ball gets thrown in to make life a little more interesting. You just have to remain calm and if you’re old enough to have your own juggling act you can decide for yourself what balls to keep and throw into the mix and toss the rest! Ultimately the choice is yours.
